So I’m a bit stressed at the moment.
--> I have overtime at work, bringing me to 50 hours a week.
--> I have more then 1 calling that need my attention on a regular basis.
--> I have one friend who just had surgery (and is needy)
--> I have one friend who is contemplating suicide (she puts herself in these positions, allows herself to fall into this way of life)
--> I have three ladies I visit teach that need special attention: 1 with marital issues that is a friend, and thus I worry about anyway, 1 that is inactive and Cindy is always bugging me about getting her to come back, and the elders are sure to bug me every stinkin’ time they see me about the other one of them.
--> I had my credit cards paid off, then had dumb medical bills come in and rack them right back up to where they were.
--> I feel myself slipping, spiritually and just want the world to stop for a few days so I can catch my stupid breath!
Grrr. *deep breath* Sorry about that. I just want people to stop needing me at the moment. I know, that’s a ridiculous request, that my whole purpose on this earth is to serve others. I get that, I understand. But for one minute, can I have a break? Just one?
--> I have one friend who is contemplating suicide (she puts herself in these positions, allows herself to fall into this way of life)
--> I have three ladies I visit teach that need special attention: 1 with marital issues that is a friend, and thus I worry about anyway, 1 that is inactive and Cindy is always bugging me about getting her to come back, and the elders are sure to bug me every stinkin’ time they see me about the other one of them.
--> I had my credit cards paid off, then had dumb medical bills come in and rack them right back up to where they were.
--> I feel myself slipping, spiritually and just want the world to stop for a few days so I can catch my stupid breath!
Grrr. *deep breath* Sorry about that. I just want people to stop needing me at the moment. I know, that’s a ridiculous request, that my whole purpose on this earth is to serve others. I get that, I understand. But for one minute, can I have a break? Just one?
No comments:
Post a Comment